Randy and Caroline

Randy and Caroline
A lovely July in Seattle!

Wednesday, August 24, 2011

Mid-Life Metanoia: Run! Middle-aged woman trying to learn to blog!

I highly recommend Sharron Cox's new blog about her experiences attending the Episcopal Seminary at Sewanee in Tennessee--Enjoy!

Mid-Life Metanoia: Run! Middle-aged woman trying to learn to blog!: From a simple e-mail with instructions and encouragement from friend Christi, I am attempting to start a blog on my excellent, ecclesiastica...

Wednesday, August 17, 2011

An Obvious Mathematical Breakthrough!

Bill Gates, in his fascinating book The Road Ahead, first published in 1995 (the same year I graduated from the Georgetown University Law Center!), presciently foresaw what he called "an obvious mathematical breakthrough," namely, "development of an easy way to factor large prime numbers."  I'm happy to announce that I've managed to make this obvious mathematical breakthrough!  Give me any prime number, no matter how large, and I can develop an easy way to factor such a large prime number!  For example, you can give me the 225 digit prime number: 
3011684434270246290531649722016778440996627108537
4051680825787892441039027182441095592352415876075
3504018345029958824712015457312062590110182837940
9572517144993258842135900335759766170969093183692
46861620075335839843749999903 ,

and I will factor it as follows: since this 225 digit prime number is a prime number, it must necessarily have 2 and only 2 factors, 1 and the 225 digit prime number itself!  Of course, I'm not the first person to solve this somewhat trivial problem posed by Bill Gates (undoubtedly inadvertently and/or accidentally--he's obviously been the victim of a poor proofreader!)--for example, Wolfram's wonderful website notes this statement in the last paragraph of the entry on prime numbers!  By the way, my chemo treatments are going miraculously well, thank God!  Keep all those prayers and good wishes coming my way--they really are helping a lot!  10 chemo treatments down and only 2 left to go!  Here's hoping that my next CT scan (scheduled for early September, shortly after our 14th anniversary on August 30th) will show no trace whatsoever of any cancer or tumors, because they will all have been annihilated and thoroughly terminated with extreme prejudice!  Amen!                                                                                                                                                                     
                                                                                                                                                              
                                                                                                                                                              

Thursday, July 28, 2011

Nine Down, Three to Go!

I'm very pleased to report that I've successfully received 9 rounds of chemotherapy treatment and only have 3 more chemo treatments to go to complete a total of 12 rounds of chemo!  I'm even more pleased to report that I haven't suffered any side effects from the FOLFIRI chemo treatments!  Praise God!  All the myriad prayers being offered up for me must be storming the gates of heaven, indeed!  I am so very blessed and I joyfully thank God every day for the wonderful daily bread of my existence!  There's nothing like a potentially life-threatening illness to focus your mind on what truly matters the most!

I go to MD Anderson Cancer Center here in Houston, Texas, every other week to receive my chemo treatments.  According to my current schedule, if everything goes as planned, I should be finishing up my 12th round of chemo treatments by mid-September 2011!  My next CT scan is scheduled right after Caroline's and my 14th wedding anniversary on August 30, 2011!  Hopefully that CT scan will show what my most recent CT scan, taken after I'd recovered sufficiently from my 12 hour HIPEC operation, showed, namely, nothing at all, and, in particular, no signs whatsoever of any tumors anywhere!  Approximately one-third of all patients who undergo the HIPEC surgical procedure have a complete and total remission of their peritoneal cancers (at least for 5 years or so) and I naturally assume I'm in that group of the one-third of all patients!

I am also very pleased and proud to report that I was recently offered (and accepted, of course) the position of in-house Patent Counsel/Physicist with Muons, Inc., a scientific research and development company dedicated to "innovation in research" that specializes in coming up with improvements for particle accelerators used in a plethora of industrial and medical and fundamental scientific research applications.  One example of the wide range of research interests of Muons, Inc. is the development of accelerator-driven sub-critical nuclear waste transmuters that are fully capable of generating significant amounts of safer, cleaner, and greener thermal and electrical nuclear power while transmuting large quantities of harmful and dangerous high-level radioactive nuclear wastes from conventional nuclear power plants into much smaller quantities of much less harmful and much less dangerous low-level nuclear radioactive nuclear wastes!  I'm very excited by the challenges and opportunities afforded by working with Muons, Inc. and optimizing their intellectual property protections and burgeoning patent portfolio!  It's a great position, amazingly well tailored to my background in both physics and patent law!

By the way, in case you were wondering, muons are fundamental subatomic particles that are identical to electrons in every respect, except that they are about 207 times more massive than electrons and decay into electrons and neutrinos (both electron-type and muon-type) with a half-life of about 2.2 microseconds!  Another focus of the research interests of Muons, Inc. is the development of viable muon colliders!

Saturday, June 4, 2011

Back on Chemo Sabe!

Sorry for the overly long "radio silence"!  I didn't mean to neglect my blog posting duties, but somehow I never got around to posting anything on my blog since the day after my surgery!  So much has happened since then!  Where to begin?  Well, I've recovered sufficiently from my 12 hour HIPEC surgery to be back on chemotherapy!  Even as I'm writing this blog post, 5.2 ml/hour of 5 Fluorouracil is being pumped directly into my jugular vein through my Bard Power Port-o-Catheter by a little battery-powered pump in its own little fanny pack, my constant and somewhat annoying companion for 46 hours from when I left M.D. Anderson Cancer Center (MDACC) yesterday around 1:30PM until I return there to be disconnected tomorrow morning around 11:30AM, right after church at Grace Episcopal Church!  Because my colorectal oncologist, the amazing Dr. Shureiqi, feared that the peripheral neuralgia side effects from the Oxaliplatin that I'd been getting in my 5 previous chemo treatments with FOLFOX, and that I also got during the HIPEC perfusion during my 12 hour surgery, might become a permanent chronic condition, I'm now on a slightly different chemo cocktail, FOLFIRI, which is an alternative chemo treatment that has similar effects on colorectal cancers that FOLFOX has, substituting Irinotecan, a topoisomerase inhibitor that prevents DNA from uncoiling from the histones it's wrapped around thereby inhibiting rapid cell growth typically found in tumor cells, for Oxaliplatin.  The side effects of FOLFIRI can be somewhat different than the side effects of FOLFOX.  For example, unlike FOLFOX, FOLFIRI does not cause peripheral neuralgia in one's extremities such as numbness and tingling in one's fingers and toes and feet and hands.  FOLFIRI also, thankfully, does not cause the weird and uncomfortable feeling in one's throat when one consumes one's favorite iced quad espresso beverage from Starbucks!  In some cases, FOLFIRI has been known to cause loss of head hair and bouts with diarrhea, which is why I've stockpiled lots of Imodium!  So far, knock on wood, I've been spared these side effects, but it may be way too early for any of these side effects to have shown up!

My hospital stay at MDACC was not bad at all and was blissfully and miraculously short and sweet--I was discharged one day shy of 2 weeks after my surgery on April 12, 2011, on Monday, April 25, 2011.  The only minor complication I had was a couple of places along my cubit-long incision (stretching from my breast bone to my pubic bone, skirting around my innie belly button!) that had somehow become infected.  The infection was quickly tamed with IV antibiotics administered while I was still an in-patient at MDACC.  I did have to leave MDACC tethered to a portable Wound Vac, which continually sucked out discharges and debris from the two fairly sizable wounds, both over 2 inches (5.08 cm) deep, that were dressed in a special type of dressing that had to be changed every 2 or 3 days by a home healthcare nurse, in my case a wonderful woman named Abby!  When I was first discharged from MDACC, Caroline and I stayed at my parent's home in Meyerland.  Caroline was working during the day, so Burr and Cynthia very kindly nursed me back to health with copious heaping helpings of tender loving care!  Much to my delight (and recovery) I discovered that you can go home again!  Even if only for a short while!  At first, because of my incision and its healing wounds, it was a bit uncomfortable for me to lie flat on my back in bed at night--the hospital bed was always inclined at a slight angle!  Fortunately, I discovered that the reclining chairs in my parent's living room were quite comfortable and I was able to sleep many a happy hour there in the chair!  In addition to pampering and spoiling me, Burr and Cynthia were also very good about encouraging me to get up every now and then during the day and go for a walk in the neighborhood, at first just up and down Darnell, but eventually extending all the way around the block along Carew back to Darnell!

All in all, my recovery has been nothing short of miraculous!  I attribute all the healing to the plethora of prayers and positive thought energies being offered on my behalf and being sent my way!  Thank God our God is a consummate God of healing, wholeness, and wellness!  I have truly been blessed in countless ways!

I was especially blessed by all the wonderful cards and flowers and balloons and plants and, most of all, in person visits while I was in the hospital at MDACC--you have no idea how welcome you all were and how happy you all made me (and you all know who you are!)--it really makes a world of difference!  The doctors and nurses and all the staff and the volunteer corps at MDACC couldn't have been more attentive and more helpful than they were--I almost didn't want to leave!  They had me up and walking the very next day after the 12 hour surgery, amazingly enough!  In seemingly no time at all I had graduated from a pure "liquid" diet, to the "soft food" diet, and on to the full "regular" diet!  My internal plumbing apparently was hooked back up in expert fashion, so even though I was missing the whole right half of my large intestine (yes, I now have a semicolon!), small bits of my small intestines, my traitorous appendix, about 32 or so lymph nodes that had been draining the cecum I no longer had (about 8 of which lymph nodes showed some involvement with the tumors, according to the pathology report, which is a very good reason for me to continue with 12 full rounds of chemotherapy!), and 40 to 50 small metastatic tumors that were surgically removed from my abdominal cavity before the HIPEC perfusion, along with my gall bladder, which was removed not because of any tumor involvement necessarily, but because it didn't look very "happy"(!), all the remaining pieces of my digestive system were functioning excellently in no time at all!  By the way, you never appreciate how much you rely on your abdominal muscles to do pretty much anything like standing up, sitting down, walking, and even ooching yourself over a bit while in bed until you can't use your abdominal muscles any more because they've been cut through so the surgical team can access your innards!  Evidently, in my case, for mysterious reasons, there were a couple of extra inches of adipose tissue that also had to be cut through in order to successfully complete the surgery!  Go figure!  I had asked whether the surgical team could do a little liposuction while they were in there anyway, but apparently that's not one of the surgical options available at MDACC at this time!

We met with my miracle-worker surgeon, Dr. Paul Mansfield, on Thursday, May 12, 2011, 4 weeks and 2 days after the grueling 12 hour surgery on Tuesday, April 12, 2011.  He thought the incision wounds had healed enough that I didn't need to be tethered to the Wound Vac any more and he also, thankfully, decided that I no longer needed the "G-tube" to my stomach that I'd had ever since the surgery in case I ever got nauseated and needed to empty my stomach contents other than by the usual route, which fortunately I never did!  The G-tube, even though it was never used, still had to be flushed with 30 cc's of tap water and redressed every day, not to mention the fact that the proper stopper for the G-tube had somehow gotten misplaced while I was still in the hospital at MDACC so that there were a couple of accidental and messy leakages from the G-tube before I figured out a foolproof way to tape the substitute G-tube stopper so that it couldn't just blithely pop out!  Dr. Mansfield was able to extract the G-tube right there in the examination room in the Gastrointestinal Clinic before I even knew that he'd done it--truly a wizard, indeed!

You'll be pleased to know that I've continued my assiduous studies into the wonderful and sublimely mysterious world of number theory, having worked my way through all the exercises in Robert Daniel (R.D.) Carmichael's masterful (and free, thanks to Project Gutenberg!)1914 (safely in the public domain!) classic entitled The Theory of Numbers, which I'd downloaded as a PDF file onto Paddy the wondrous iPad!  You'll also be pleased to know that I have nothing further to report regarding Furlong's Conjecture (see previous postings, one by that name and another that's incredibly long and virtually impenetrable!), which, as some of you all may remember, narrows Brocard's Conjecture significantly (Brocard conjectured that there were at least 4 prime numbers between successive squares of odd prime numbers--a prime number being, of course, any number greater than 1 that has 2 and only 2 divisors, namely 1 and itself, whereas I conjectured that there were at least 2 pairs of "twin primes" between successive squares of odd prime numbers, where "twin primes" are prime numbers separated by one and only one composite, non-prime number--if my conjecture is ever proven to be true, then Brocard's Conjecture follows as a necessary corollary, since 2 pairs of "twin primes" necessarily includes 4 prime numbers!) in that Brocard only requires 4 prime numbers that could each be separated from each other by some number of composite numbers while I specifically require my 4 prime numbers to be arrayed into 2 pairs of "twin primes"!  I have yet another conjecture involving "twin primes" that narrows Legendre's Conjecture, but it's a little more complicated to state.  Legendre conjectured that there will always be at least one prime number between successive square numbers (for example, between 1^2=1 and 2^2=4 there are the prime numbers 2 and 3, and between 2^2=4 and 3^2=9 there are the prime numbers 5 and 7, etc., etc.), but I go on to conjecture that there is at least 1 pair of "twin primes" between successive square numbers greater than 1, or, if not, then there will always be at least 2 pairs of "twin primes" between neighboring successive square numbers!  For example, you can easily verify that my conjecture holds true between 2^2=4 and 3^2=9 (the pair of "twin primes" being 5 and 7), between 3^2=9 and 4^2=16 (the "twin primes" 11 and 13), between 4^2=16 and 5^2=25 (the "twin primes" 17 and 19), between 5^2=25 and 6^2=36 (the "twin primes" 29 and 31), between 6^2=36 and 7^2=49 (the "twin primes" 41 and 43), between 7^2=49 and 8^2=64 (the "twin primes" 59 and 61), and between 8^2=64 and 9^2=81 (the "twin primes" 71 and 73).  Note, however, that there are no "twin primes" between 9^2=81 and 10^2=100 (the only primes between 81 and 100 are 83, 89, and 97, none of which are "twin primes").  Therefore, since there is also no "extra" pair of "twin primes" between the neighboring square numbers 8^2=64 and 9^2=81 (the one and only pair of "twin primes" between 64 and 81 are 71 and 73!), in order for my other, more complicated conjecture to hold true, there better be at least 2 pairs of "twin primes" between the other neighboring square numbers 10^2=100 and 11^2=121 (and, sure enough there are, the "twin primes" 101 and 103 and 107 and 109!)--I've checked successive squares up through 31^2=961 and 32^2=1024 and as far as I can tell, my other, more complicated conjecture holds true at least up to 1024, which is a lot smaller than countable infinity, but at least it's a very small and modest step in the right direction!

Wednesday, April 13, 2011

I survived my 12 hour surgery and am doing well, indeed!

Twelve long hours seemed like no time at all, at least to me! I'm sure 12 long hours seemed like 24 longer hours to Caroline and Burr and Cynthia who maintained a vigil for me in the waiting room here at M.D. Anderson Cancer Center! As long as I can keep giving myself shots of pain killer through my epidural every 10 minutes or so I'll be fine! Already, I've sat up in a chair twice and walked thrice around the nurses' station! I've already been blessed by many wonderful visitors, most especially Caroline and Burr and Cynthia! Dad's very kindly volunteered to spend the night with me, folding himself into the chair/cot in the room! Prayer continues to lift us all up, especially me! Praise God for the good outcome!

Tuesday, April 12, 2011

D-Day is Here and H-Hour is Almost Upon Us!

Less than an hour from now the alarm clock in my cell phone will go off, indicating that it is 4:00AM Central Daylight Time here in Houston, Texas. It will be time for me to wake up (assuming I ever get to sleep!) so that we can report to M.D. Anderson Cancer Center for my long-awaited surgery for the metastatic appendiceal adenocarcinoma, the appendix cancer that has enjoyed the hospitality of my abdominal cavity far too long! Tumor or not tumor, that is the question, to which my emphatic answer and that of my wonderful surgical team led by Dr. Paul Mansfield is a resounding "Tumor no more!!!" I know I should be sleeping right now, but I'll get hopefully 10 hours or more of blissful "sleep" while anesthetized during my surgery which is due to commence sometime around 7:15AM today!

Thank you all so very much for all your myriad thoughts and prayers for me and for my wonderful loving wife Caroline and for my wonderful loving family! I really do feel lifted up, so all your kind thoughts and best wishes and prayers of any kind have been quite effective. I'm as calm and relaxed as anyone could be under the circumstances! I have complete and total confidence in my whole team, especially in my team leader, Dr. Abba Father God Almighty, Maker of Heaven and Earth, Ground of All Being, Power Set of the Set of All Sets (for all you mathematically inclined disciples), divinely revealed to us by the profound and ineffable humanity of His Son, my Lord and Savior Jesus Christ, in Whom I live and move and have my being, Who is my true life, dwelling in me bodily with His Holy Spirit! This present illness is not unto death, but is for the greater glory of God! May God bless you all and guard you all, may He make His face shine upon you all and have compassion upon you all, and may He lift up His face upon you all and give you all peace!

Monday, March 14, 2011

Happy PI Day to One and All!

As I'm sure most of you all were aware, today, March 14th or 3/14 (as we say in the USA) is Pi Day! At 1:59:26 AM and PM, the date and time conspired to produce the first 8 digits of the decimal expansion of Pi, the ratio of the circumference of any circle to the diameter of that circle! I trust you all celebrated accordingly!

On the appendix cancer front, we (Caroline, Burr and Cynthia, and Brother Norman, and me) met with my surgical oncologist, Dr. Paul Mansfield, and he recommended surgery to remove all the tumors from my abdominal cavity. The surgery is tentatively set for Tuesday, April 12, 2011. Depending on how involved the lymph system is, Dr. Mansfield will make the call during the surgery about whether or not to use the Hyperthermal IntraPeritoneal Chemotherapy (HIPEC).

Great news! Thank you, Lord, for all your many blessings, most particularly for Caroline and the rest of my loving family.

In case you were wondering, especially on PI Day, here are some more decimal digits of PI:

3.1415926535 8979323846 2643383279 5028841971 6939937510 5820974944 5923078164 0628620899 8628034825 3421170679 8214808651 3282306647 0938446095 5058223172 5359408128 4811174502 8410270193 8521105559 6446229489 5493038196 4428810975 6659334461 2847564823 3786783165 2712019091 ...